So why do I start to write again ? Maybe because I didn't get enough talking on my thoughts and I have to divert them in writing. I used to write about my daily life, then I stop, I started to write again on inspiring thought. Bohoo, it didn't last long since I was lazy to update. But seeing other people's blog, I think I can just write whether people read my blog or not.
I am enjoying my summer break. I love Malaysia, I love home. I love being accompanied by familiar faces :') I don't know how I am going to deal with myself having to go back to States, but at one point I am excited to start new semester with new goals and mission. Honestly, I was not really enjoying myself in States because I had expectations of US to be the same as Korea and I became so disappointed because both countries are different. Therefore, this time I don't want to have any expectation and be happy with everything I have there :) Less stress and disappointment since I can't control everything.
My goals, I must set this in my mind
- You can't control everything Sarah, you can just control the reactions , but you couldn't control the result
- Always remember Allah is everywhere, He provides you everything, He is the healer, He is the listener, never feel alone like it is the end of the world
- Take care of your imaan, that's it
- Always remember you can always go back to Allah even though you had done a really bad thing, don't blame yourself, don't stress put yourself.
- Just do what you have to do,
- Chill
We are in the last tenth of Ramadhan. Happy struggling in our ibadah, May we will be blessed with Lailatul Qadr ( A night better than a thousand years ). Keep searching for it. My plan is, I want to write all my dua's so that I will not forget about it. The easiest way is to pray but still we find it too heavy for us to do. May Allah give us strength and good health inshaAllah
